hi everyone! how r u guys doing? i'm actually dont know what to blog right now..just randomly open this blog & expecting some ideas come once i start typing something here...there are nothing much happen lately that's why i did not actively updating this blog like before.. as i mentioned in the previous post, the summer semester is just started, and i'm pretty busy catching up the current learning pace and at the same time reviewing the previous notes, it's so tiring and stressed me up!.. i don't really know about others, but as for me, i'm seriously worry about this coming final exam...summer final exam.. maybe it's too early to start worrying about it ....or maybe it's just me with some OCPD [obsessive compulsive personality disorder]??..paranoid!hahahaha....
a few days ago, a friend of mine did ask me " buat ape weekend ni, study ke koin? mesti la kan awak rajin.." ...i dont really like the later statement that much tho.. either it's praises or what i dun really mind..but i had so much of it, and frankly i hate it when people telling me that i'm RAJIN and calling me budak rajin blablabla....rajin? rajin sangat ke aku ni?hahaha... i dont think i deserved to be called rajin, since there are lot more people out there who are extra super rajin kot...if i'm rajin then everyone deserves to be called rajin too kot & u guys are in such a great denial if u're saying not, and telling me that u're lazy all the time/most of time...yes i admit there is time when we feel sooo berat tulang but believe me when the time comes, sooner or later, all of us HAVE to turn to be rajin..rite?...
i just dont like procastinating my work and to be frank, i know my pace of studying, so i just cant stupidly following others;- when i have to start, when to stop etc2...... and for the exam preparations...i'm just sooo freaking out to meet the Prof during the exam if i'm not confident enough prepared for it, not finish reading the questions etc2...i know TAWAKAL, but for me i only can heartedly say "tawakaltu'alallah" once i've done the best i can, then only i leave the rest to HIM... i cant easily bertawakal if i'm myself know that i'm not ready and i can do better than this etc2.... I'm doing THE BEST for my part, and leave the rest to Him..insyaALLAH....
& for my exams' results, frankly i never EAGERLY wanted to get an excellent results for all my exam papers, but of course all praises to Him if i got 1, Alhamdulillah.... i think getting 1= Excellent is just a bonus point to boost up our motivational level, that's it, no more than that....clearly, for me passing the exams are more important & that's more than enough, i'm soo grateful for that.. Alhamdulillah ...
why am i suppose to write all these things???? entah la... mungkin sebab i'm anoyyed with some people who always telling me --> kamu rajin, kamu xpayah risau, kamu ok punye, ala ko cakap je susah, ala ko mesti nk 1 kan, etc..etc..etc...
oit2 aku manusia jugak..ade perasaan xconfident, takot, cuak, neves tu biasa la...adoi! hahaaha ok ape yang aku membebel ni??hahaha..
konklusinya.. i dont like praises! because they kill me slowly..huhuhu :p
orite stop about the study things...lets move on to other topics.. orite..i used to have strong resistance toward the koreans thingy ;- movie, idols, songs, tv shows etc -xlayan haha... but currently, CN Blue new korea boyband seems successfully break the resistance...and i'm so like them sooo much! :p I'm a loner is their single and the group have 4 members ; all of them playing instruments instead of dancing!! owhh hot~! hahaha and currently i watch Making of CN Blue hoho~ and now, i also watch some SNSD TV shows...hahaha lawak2! bley pecah perut gelak..
apart from that, i also follow Na-O-Mei and Puaka Gunung Raya at tv3...all new romance/ comedy on the movie25.com...one piece & animeeesssss..... now i know why i'm sooo busy... my study and my lagha thingy semakin banyak sekarang hahahaha...no wonder!
owh lupa nk cerita, before the new sem began, at first we decided to spend our holiday either in dublin or london because the flight ticket was soo cheap that time... but due to some reasons, we had to cancel it and decided to spend our holiday in czech republic bumi tercinta je..haha
i went to brno & olomouc for 4days... staying at yana's and do some shop there...having soo much fun!!!! 1st day ; yana cooked us tomyam.. the next day ; jepa cooked us delicious dinner... and before went back home, Deli treated us at such a romantic restaurant! hihihi... thankss everyone for the great hospitality :) after that, we went to prague.. staying at mimmi place...& got free haircut! hihihi i like!!! seems mimmi's skill in potong memotong rambut had improved a lot...nnti bley la buat part time eh mimmi :) went to Korea Mart & Farah Halal...shopping makanan! :p
orite...dah blurr xtau nk cerita ape!!! i want to watch Pasta, a korean drama series at mysoju! :)
bye2..
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