alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal~

Fuhh..it had been like a month when i dropped my last post about activating this blog again.. seriously time is passing by me so fast without me knowing it... banyak sgt benda kena buat at the same time so otak tak berape 'center' sgt nk update blog ni..aku mmg lama da rasa nk menulis balik is just xda masa & when ade masa banyak plak xda idea & ada benda laen lagi penting nk buat hahaha so end up blog ni xberupdate...huhuhu

so it has been almost 5years i'm here in hradec kralove & still alive!!..5year - not my final year yet since im doing 6year medical program.. so i hv extra a year untuk di bazirkan kt sini :) like it or not kena la gak kan hahaha!

ok banyak benda nk cerita tapi bila nk tulis je kt sini lupe terus semua benda :P

oh nk cerita last time kt class peads masa round ward tu kena check satu baby sgtla kesian..it's a premature baby yang banyak gilerrrr complications, and i would say kesian sangat2 la, the baby was just after removal of his intestines due to necrosing enterocolitis, then dia bute sebb retinal detachment, and neurological findings of the baby pon tak berape positive huhu..now dia dah almost 4 bulan..masa aku cek baby tu aku tak tahu la dia bute, tapi mata dia mmg mcm xfocus kt satu tempat sgt mcm baby biasa, dia mcm org tak tentu hala tu & when doctor told us that the baby is blind.. aku agak terkejut la..huhu kesian la kecit2 dah banyak masalah.. the worst part is mak si baby tu plak jenis tak bertanggungjawab, and as for now prognosis or hala tuju budak tu mmg tak tahu lagi la mcmana..aishhh sedihh! :( mmg sape2 nk amek peads later on kena la ade strong heart(mcm korea punya show tu keke^^), aku personally mcm xsanggup je tgok baby kecit2 cmni banyak giler problems..rasa sayu hati.. lagi sedih & geram klu masalah baby tu adalah from irresponsible mother yg merokok, minum arak, dadah etc..

since aku cakap pasal budak kecik ni aku nk share gak la pasal Ambylopia or the so called "lazy eye"... benda ni antara punya utama la gak budak preschool age strabismus or juling.. aku tak tahu system kt malaysia mcmana in term of checking mata budak kecit ni, tapi it's important to exclude any abnormalities kt mata anak2 masa kecit.. especially klu masalah mata tu hanya one sided je, budak kadang2 xdapat beza sebb dia still leh nampak guna sebelah lagi & the problem gak kdg2 budak kecit ni dia takle cakap or tak mengadu dia tak nampak... so klu kita yg dewasa ni xdpt detect sangat la masalah..
sebb ape? sebb bila ade je masalah pada satu mata, mata yg bermasalah tu selalunya kabur or blind kan..kate la mata kiri masalah, so secara automatikly otak kita akan pilih/ikot image yg nampak jelas dari mata kanan yg ok je..so dia mengabaikan penglihatan dari mata kiri yg kabur/buta tu..so process ni menyebabkan budak kecit tu sort of train mata kanan je untuk melihat, di tak pakai mata kiri..benda ni la menyebabkan diorg jadik juling/squinting..ni penerangan secara general la supaya mudah dipahami..
aku share benda ni sebb aku rasa agak penting la gak, as untuk treat budak ni untuk tak bagi juling kena start as early as possible sebelom dia juling btol..kena prevent la dari juling sebb mesti la kita takmo kan anak kita tiba2 membesar mata jadik juling.. so it's better untuk detect benda ni awal supaya leh prevent it from happening, cuma aku tak tahu cmna system kt malaysia pasal benda ni, klu ade system regular cek mata ke utk baby ok la, klu tak so it will be responsibility of the parents la untuk g hospital n cek mata anak2 kalian.. kalu sihat alhamdulillah, klu tak sihat pon ade cara untuk dirawat so dont worry.. it's just lagi cepat problem ni leh didetect lagi bagus % mata tu le jadi normal & mudah jgk untuk dirawat :)

ok la gtg, nti ape2 aku hupdate lagi..bye~!

eh aku ade blog ke??

salammmmmmmm~

wahh nk mereput da blog ni, tinggal xberjaga bertahun rasanyaaaa...kesian takde sape sudi nk upload something here..huhu..

kalu nk start blogging mcm kena fully renovate je blog ni...hahaha

memng la hai 'warm-warm chicken shit' je masa buat dlu..dlu org nk blogging aku pon nak, then skrg mmg da mmg haram tak bersentuh la blog ni...

tapi harini tiba2 terasa nk 'ter' bukak blog neh secara tiba2...sambil ronda2 dia alam maya ni godeh2 tumblr org, blog org, tiba2 terpikir

"eh aku kan ade blog? ade lagi ke ek? ke aku da delete?"

tu la sampai balik kt blog ni..huhuhu

(saja tayang muke...esp untuk org yg dah tak ingt muke aku cmna da hahaha~)

start blog ni dari 1st year, now im already in 5th year...rasa masa berjalan begitu pantas...huhu

bila tgok2 post lama2 rasa lawak btol..haha aku ke yg tulis nehhh..hahahaha

tapi takpe la...at least we can see how far we've grown..have changed...huhu

rasa nk start blogging again...so rakan2 sila la datang membaca kembali ok :) hehe

oh marfan syndrome~

menariknya di hospital beberapa minggu lepas... met this patient with marfan syndrome! it's relatively a very rare disease to be found..even my doctor told me that that was his 2nd time met such patient in his medical career up to now..

marfan syndrome is a genetic disorder of connective tissue... i dont want to explain everything in detail related to the pathogenesis of the disease..and to make it simple it's a autosomal dominant disease, but dont worry u'll be at risk only if either ur father or mother has this disease, if not u're in the safe zone then :)

what make this disease interesting in my point of view as medical student is the complications and all the clinical manisfestations that can be observe from the patient.. still can remember someone told me -the severe & complicated the disease, the interesting it wud be for doc & medical student :P *especially in term of learning purposes & experiences..

ok back to the patient, from the start when u approach this marfan patient u can easily identify the typical tall with long limb, and the thin and slim fingers.. i'll provide here later some picture to help your imagination :P hehehe...

since this disease is a disorder of connective tissue thus the manisfestion will be so general involving many organs such as eyes, heart etc etc.. but i'll only write here the most common one..

1. Patient has problem with vision/eyes because of ectopic lentis or subluxation/dislocation of the lens..pt usually experiences astigmatism or near-sightedness..but can also hv far-sightedness.. sometime pt also have glaucoma, retina probs etc2...

2. gothic palate, pectus excavatum!

3. his heart is the main reason why he's being admitted in the hospital..he has insufficiency in all 4 valves [the most severe aortic n mitral valve] and already had transplantation of aortic valve and had also ascending aorta replacement due to aortic aneurysm..

*his ascending aorta aneurysm/dilation of ascending aorta leads to dilation also of the heart at the area of the aortic valve, thus leading to severe insufficiency of the aortic valve... but all these complication already being 'repaired' few years ago...

from history taking, his mother died due to rupture of disecting aorta.. marfan snyndrome is one of the etiology of disecting aorta aneurysm beside hypertension, syphilis etcetc... due to weakening of the CT, the intima of the aorta can be easily teared and a false channel can be found under the intima...[picca below~]

pt with disecting aortic aneurysm is at high risk of aortic rupture - externally to pericardium and can lead to sudden death due to cardiac tamponade...

it also can cause sternose@block of the aorta itself & also the main branches of aorta ; carotid artery, subclavian artery etc...leading to stokes & death because of the impairment of the blood supply...

the current problems of the patient is the mitral valve insufficiency, he's about to have mitral valve transplantation on the next day...so we sent him for regular procedure before cardiosurgery : coronary angiography to see does he has any prob with the blood supply of the heart..etc etc...

*ascultation, he has a very loud murmur all over her chest..due to the insufficiency of the heart valves but the maximum point is at the axilla area and mitral region..

ok enough with heart..

4. others :

lungs- spontaneous pneumothorax is pretty common in marfan syndrome..

CNS disturbances -dural ectasia, spine problems etc...

so i guess that's all guys...all this info is not complete, just sharing what i remember and some facts i found from google-ing etc...

so thanks for reading :P hehehe~

extra info about marfan sy visit here The National Marfan Foundation: clickhere!

and credit to joe smart for sharing this real story about his niece with marfan... to read: click here!

kan?

"fighting your own self is the hardest. your mind/brain keep contradicting your heart. and vice versa. You don't know which to side to, to stand up for. all are part of you. either part, wins or loses - you end up everything. it's pretty exhausting. and tiring. maybe it's this whole process which makes an end result at best, ...fulfilling, or at worst, ...crushing. gotta live with it nevertheless, kan?" -fatimah zahirah mohd damanhuri..

quoted from my friend, fatimah's status in fb...

below: lagu hiasan takde kena mengena ngn post ni :)

marah? marah sangat? marah gilerr?

Mari berwudu' atau

berIsti'azah...

Semoga dilindungi ALLAH dari hasutan syaitann..

Mengucap Isti’azah (A’uzubillah)

Diriwayatkan dalam sahih Bukhari bahawa pada suatu ketika dua lelaki bertengkar di sisi Rasulullah SAW. Salah seorang yang merah mukanya mencela seorang lagi dengan penuh kemarahan. Lalu Rasulullah SAW bersabda, “Sesungguhnya aku akan mengajar kamu satu kalimah yang jika dibacakannya akan hilang kemarahannya, iaitulah bacaan “A’uzu billahi minasy syaitanir rajim”.

Ucapan isti’azah ini hendaklah dilakukan dengan penuh rasa kebergantungan kepada Allah dan memohon bantuannya daripada syaitan dan kuncu-kuncunya.

Firman Allah dalam surah al-A’raf ayat 200 bermaksud: Jika engkau dihasut oleh sesuatu hasutan dari syaitan, maka mintalah perlindungan kepada Allah, Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mendengar, lagi Maha mengetahui.

source : clickhere!

mexican mangoes...?

Mexican mangoes----> Kerabu Mangga

....a spontaneous idea came after meronda-ronda in Tesco Dum this evening with my housemate..thinking of buying a mango to eat, so try to find a ripe one,but none of them look ripe enuf to be eat immediately...so end up buying not-so-ripe mango and come out with the idea of making this kerabu mangga hehe..

go tru some recipies on the net...and finally taaadaaaa~~

my 1st kerabu mangga :) :)

since it was licin dibelasah oleh my housemates so bule kate success la kot :P :P hahaha~

Another menu we had for dinner tonight was this unique yet delicious food made by chenad keke~ she used chives, eggs, garlics, carrots...fried them all together with some sauces...

Chives Omelet??...or much better Fried Chives with Carrots? hahaha...ok whatever the name is... this one is simply tasty!!hehe :o)

ni la activity random kami dihujung minggu :P

hoot..hoot..hoot

SNSD 3rd minialbum's tracks were just released...

Hoot...hoot...hoot.... cant wait for their comeback!

beside hoot...i so into this song = My Best Friend:)

happening melody & awesome lyric u can check it out below...

so enjoy!!

MY BEST FRIEND by SNSD

Taeyeon - Even though we argued a little yesterday

Today, we laugh and hug, embrace each other

Alright. Let's make a promise

You are my best friend

Jessica – Even if your worry may seem trivial

Don’t hold it in

But share it with each other. Promise me one more time

Yoona – When you laugh, I’m happy too

Yuri – When you’re sad, my eyes tear up.

(all)

There is only one of you in this world my friend

You’re my joy and my soul

I’ll continue to treasure our importance

I swear to God

I love you my friend

Jeti – I’ll be your strength

I’ll always by your best friend

Sunny – If you find a good movie, a song,

Or a person(guy), make sure to let share it with each other

Let’s make a promise together

Seohyun – Let’s not be stingy and

Buy each other meals

Let’s make a promise with our finger

Hyoyeon – For me, when you’re not here, I really feel lonely

Sooyoung – For me, when you’re sick, I can’t sleep. I worry about you

(all)

There is only one of you in this world my friend

You’re my joy and my soul

I’ll continue to treasure our importance

I swear to God

I love you my friend

You’re my life’s present my friend

You’re my jewel. My miracle

I’ll protect my appreciative heart

Once again, I swear to God

I love you my friend

Tiffany – With faith and holding hands, no matter what I won’t be afraid

Sica – The word friendship may sound awkward, but I think that word was created

To describe us.

Seohyun – my friend

(all)

There is only one of you in this world my friend

You’re my joy and my soul

I’ll continue to treasure our importance

I swear to God

I love you my friend

You’re my life’s present my friend

You’re my jewel. My miracle

I’ll protect my appreciative heart

Once again, I swear to God

I love you my friend

We make pretty nicknames for each other and play around

Sometimes, we share our cool clothes

You’re number one in my speed dial.

You’ll always be my best friend

Forever you’re my friend

You’re my only one, my friend

Forever you’re my friend

You’re my only one, my friend

Hey, aren’t you my friend?

Maerong (teasing)

Unnie

Good night

lyric from : http://www.wonderfulgeneration.net/2010/10/snsd-my-bestfriend-lyrics.html

surgery anyone?

today is another typical day as medic student...

had surgery practical this morning..

after about a month following a cardiac surgeon, learned & watched all kinds of heart surgeries, *teringt team medical dragon plak tiba2 LoL!...

today we had a new surgeon from traumatology department... we met him in the OT of the dept, together watched him finishing his operation of knee which i dunno what was the cause etc2 :p...then we continue our learning session by discussing the basic stuff about bone fractures, surgery remodelling bone etcc..visiting wards & met some patients..

interesting but imo it's not as fun as cardiosurgery tho :P banyak sgt besi2!!! hahaha~

gambar ihsan dari : http://www.ruralmissouri.org/05pages/05Febknees.html

*tonton gmbr hiasan je k...i have some photos taken during our surgery lessons but bcoz of some reasons i dont think i'll put it here..huhu...

finish class..went to kaufland to buy some stuff and since allowance mara da masuk so we decided to had our lunch [with rian, fara, didie, madihah and raini] at a restaurant which i dun remember the name but was recommended by raini keke~! this is the 1st time i ate there! great restaurant, not bad, i ate Salmon with prawns creamy sauce...burppp kenyang gilerrr :) :) luckily i didnt take any picca of the foods if not u guys must be drooling watching it..hahaha

i dunno wat else to write here...so stop here for now..will cont later :)

bye2 :) :)

saya berblog semula :)

mood ni sangat random...

tiba2 rasa nk blogging smulaaa!!!!haha

so bloggerrrs...i'm backkk!!! :) :)

ps: tiba2 rasa mcm 2PM plak :P i'll be backkk~

i'm happy when people around me happy..

alhamdulillah...i've done with 2 out of 3 final exam i've for this year..

only one left which is pathoanatomy this coming july..i'm totally grateful and happy..

i just cant tell how bizzare my life was before..but now alhamdulillah lega tak terkata..

that;s y i always say it's a worthwhile journey to study medicine and spend 6years in the country called Czech republic.. kekekeke~ i can say not only medicine that i learned here, but also complex map of hurdles and the hardships to survive in life.. hope some of them wud prepare me for the more adventure life ahead....huhuhu

i'm happy because all of us who took the exam as for now passed...thanks Allah for easing our way!...i'm soo gratefulll !!!hope everyone including me can celeb raya kt malaysiaaaa this yearr...

but, eventho i onlyhave one more to go for my final, but still have to work hard for it, dun want to feel so comfortable about it...berjuang!

fightinggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

tumpang lalu..

oh soo longg since the last time i'm updating this blog...sometime i just forgot about having a blog...too busy with all the youtube & study things and not to forget the Kpop waves that hits me currently..and NOW the final exam..aaaaa~

Alhamdulillah i've done with one which is psychology final last week...and the next day after tumorow gonna have pathophys final...i'm soo freaking out now... cant really tell whether i'm ready or not, yep i've done reading & go tru everything...i'm just hoping i can remember wat i've read and get a nice questions..i'm just hoping for the best...

anything that might happen on the 25th...i'll accept it with all my heart...because i know Allah knows the best for me :) strong heart & strong mind...hihi :p

ok gtg...kena study! nnti lagi stress....

caucincau~

tahu vs mahu

Today i was like 'terbukak hati' nak pegi usrah kt baitul musab...it's quite long since the last time i went to any usrah program actually....

today talk was about GF.. serangan fikiran... it was quite interesting tho to listen to such talk since i myself do realize about all these things that happen around me...but it's just sometime my ignorance is shadowing those reality from me...my bad!huhuhu...ok dont wanna talk further about it since im not that good in explaining all those stuffs..hoho

ok today i was like thinking about my coming final exam... as next week is the last week pf april, i think i've to move my butt and work hard start from now... if not i think i'll be in big trouble...

oppp chenad ajak tgok cerita hantu jap! gtg...will continue after this :)

ok la dah malas nk taip...hahaha

nk studyyyyyyyyyyyy~ bye2!

hati ke hati

alhamdulillah...i cant really describe this feeling... satisfied? happy? grateful? worry? burdened? all in one i guess... i just got an email from Student Dept. of my university regarding the money from the Financial Awards of previous academic year .. so i'll get the money in this coming May...8500kc = ~330euro =~ rm1500!!! not the best results tho but still i'm grateful....alhamdulillah! =)

[*financial awards : Dapat sort of anugerah yg berupa duit poket ;p from university sbb perform quite well during the final exam.. hoho from exam result tu ade la grading dia..haha susah nk explain :p]

yuhuuu... gembira~!! Perfect time to get the money now since currently me economically not really stable! lagi la nk balik malaysia ni kan...hahaha~

i'm so thankful to Allah, family and friend...

thanks sooo much for the help and support...

back to 2008/2009 academic year.... frankly i didnt actually put any target to get those award..., because what is more important when it comes to final exam is to pass them all, to move to next academic year smoothly, just as scheduled w/out any delay [this is exactly what always in my mind!]... getting those award is a rezeki from Allah and i accept it with all my heart, and i take it as a compliment and 'batu loncatan' for me to work hard till the end..insyaAllah!

however, i really cant hide/deny the feeling inside...i'm so worry about this coming final seriously!!... with the gamble-ness of taking all the exams in pre-term [a bit early ; before the official exam period].. am i confident enuf to do this or i'm just following my heart my eagerness to go back to malaysia early?? i dunno...with the motivational level up and down.. i just sooo sooooo freaking out when thinking about this coming final exam...!!!

but...since i've decided everything regerding the date of exams.. so what i can do is just to work for it...dont think to much about the date, just work to the max, and the rest lets Allah decide for u... because He always knows the best for us...ameen...

gambateeee!!! :)

the truth..

i'm studying med psychology right now... i think i'm so into this subject...eventho i've to admit only small things learned are applied in my daily life..as medical student as for now.. but i think this subject remind me back the time when i studied Business & Management in KMB...

all the theories mentioned in the books and the notes are very applicable in daily life.. personally love reading about people, behaviour n stuffs... eventho me myself ntah ape2..hahaha~

ok tu je nk cakap... nk g tgok cerita hantu jap! :p bye2

hey nerd!

hi everyone! how r u guys doing? i'm actually dont know what to blog right now..just randomly open this blog & expecting some ideas come once i start typing something here...there are nothing much happen lately that's why i did not actively updating this blog like before.. as i mentioned in the previous post, the summer semester is just started, and i'm pretty busy catching up the current learning pace and at the same time reviewing the previous notes, it's so tiring and stressed me up!.. i don't really know about others, but as for me, i'm seriously worry about this coming final exam...summer final exam.. maybe it's too early to start worrying about it ....or maybe it's just me with some OCPD [obsessive compulsive personality disorder]??..paranoid!hahahaha....

a few days ago, a friend of mine did ask me " buat ape weekend ni, study ke koin? mesti la kan awak rajin.." ...i dont really like the later statement that much tho.. either it's praises or what i dun really mind..but i had so much of it, and frankly i hate it when people telling me that i'm RAJIN and calling me budak rajin blablabla....rajin? rajin sangat ke aku ni?hahaha... i dont think i deserved to be called rajin, since there are lot more people out there who are extra super rajin kot...if i'm rajin then everyone deserves to be called rajin too kot & u guys are in such a great denial if u're saying not, and telling me that u're lazy all the time/most of time...yes i admit there is time when we feel sooo berat tulang but believe me when the time comes, sooner or later, all of us HAVE to turn to be rajin..rite?...

i just dont like procastinating my work and to be frank, i know my pace of studying, so i just cant stupidly following others;- when i have to start, when to stop etc2...... and for the exam preparations...i'm just sooo freaking out to meet the Prof during the exam if i'm not confident enough prepared for it, not finish reading the questions etc2...i know TAWAKAL, but for me i only can heartedly say "tawakaltu'alallah" once i've done the best i can, then only i leave the rest to HIM... i cant easily bertawakal if i'm myself know that i'm not ready and i can do better than this etc2.... I'm doing THE BEST for my part, and leave the rest to Him..insyaALLAH....

& for my exams' results, frankly i never EAGERLY wanted to get an excellent results for all my exam papers, but of course all praises to Him if i got 1, Alhamdulillah.... i think getting 1= Excellent is just a bonus point to boost up our motivational level, that's it, no more than that....clearly, for me passing the exams are more important & that's more than enough, i'm soo grateful for that.. Alhamdulillah ...

why am i suppose to write all these things???? entah la... mungkin sebab i'm anoyyed with some people who always telling me --> kamu rajin, kamu xpayah risau, kamu ok punye, ala ko cakap je susah, ala ko mesti nk 1 kan, etc..etc..etc...

oit2 aku manusia jugak..ade perasaan xconfident, takot, cuak, neves tu biasa la...adoi! hahaaha ok ape yang aku membebel ni??hahaha..

konklusinya.. i dont like praises! because they kill me slowly..huhuhu :p

orite stop about the study things...lets move on to other topics.. orite..i used to have strong resistance toward the koreans thingy ;- movie, idols, songs, tv shows etc -xlayan haha... but currently, CN Blue new korea boyband seems successfully break the resistance...and i'm so like them sooo much! :p I'm a loner is their single and the group have 4 members ; all of them playing instruments instead of dancing!! owhh hot~! hahaha and currently i watch Making of CN Blue hoho~ and now, i also watch some SNSD TV shows...hahaha lawak2! bley pecah perut gelak..

apart from that, i also follow Na-O-Mei and Puaka Gunung Raya at tv3...all new romance/ comedy on the movie25.com...one piece & animeeesssss..... now i know why i'm sooo busy... my study and my lagha thingy semakin banyak sekarang hahahaha...no wonder!

owh lupa nk cerita, before the new sem began, at first we decided to spend our holiday either in dublin or london because the flight ticket was soo cheap that time... but due to some reasons, we had to cancel it and decided to spend our holiday in czech republic bumi tercinta je..haha

i went to brno & olomouc for 4days... staying at yana's and do some shop there...having soo much fun!!!! 1st day ; yana cooked us tomyam.. the next day ; jepa cooked us delicious dinner... and before went back home, Deli treated us at such a romantic restaurant! hihihi... thankss everyone for the great hospitality :) after that, we went to prague.. staying at mimmi place...& got free haircut! hihihi i like!!! seems mimmi's skill in potong memotong rambut had improved a lot...nnti bley la buat part time eh mimmi :) went to Korea Mart & Farah Halal...shopping makanan! :p

orite...dah blurr xtau nk cerita ape!!! i want to watch Pasta, a korean drama series at mysoju! :)

bye2..

O&G?

i'm currently addicted to Obstetrics & Gynecology Doctors ! a korean drama series..

still ongoing... can watch at mysoju :)

terkadang alpa selalu leka & lupa

Jujurnya, aku rindu sambutan Maulidur Rasul di Malaysia, khususnya di peringkat sekolah... perarakan sambil bersalawat ke atas Nabi SAW, Pertandingan Banner, pertandingan nasyid berkisarkan sejarah hidup Nabi SAW, Ceramah dan berbagai2 pertandingan lain...

Semua informasi mengenai Rasulullah disebarkan pada hari tersebut, diwar-warkan agar semua peka dan tahu mengenai kisah2 Nabi akhir zaman ini... Namun kini, semuanya tanggungjawab untuk me'refresh' terletak pada diri kita sendiri... fikir2kan lah..

Jadi bersempena Maulidur Rasul ini, Aku nk ajak la diri aku & semua org untuk renung-renung kan sejenak sejarah hidup Nabi Muhammad SAW =) refresh balik mana2 fakta yang dah berkarat, mudah-mudahan kita tidak lupa pengorbanan Beliau, Kecintaan Beliau pada kita semua...insyaAllah

SALAM MAULIDUR RASUL!

Video ni diShare oleh seorang sahabat, Sedih & Pilu... Sama2 kita hayati!

ade ape ngan summer sem??

ye, persekolahan semester musim panas = summer sem sudah pon bermula

penat, ye walaupon baru sehari class start dah rasa penatnya..huhu

SUMMER SEM - baru bermula 22Feb10

SUMMER SEM - Pendek je sampai bulan 5

SUMMER SEM - Final banyak = Subject banyak

SUMMER SEM - Subject besar & demanding ; Eg : Pathology 25o soklan

SUMMER SEM - Penentu naek tahun ke x? ; nk nek 4th year!!

SUMMER SEM - Penentu balik malaysia ke x? *naknak!!!

SUMMER SEM - penentu cuti banyak ke sket ke langsung xda nnti?aaaa..

Masa sket + Tanggungjawab & Kerja banyak = Lipat Gandakan Usaha & Doa!!

May Allah eases our way...FIGHTING for summer sem ni kawan2! =)

why?

kenapa ya wujud manusia macam ni kt muka bumi??

manusia yang xpenah nk menyokong..tapi lebih gemar menjatuhkan..?

manusia yang lebih gemar mencaci cerca, dari memuji & mendoa..

manusia yang gemar meremukkan hati orang , dari membuat hati org girang?

menusia yang gemar memperbodohkan org & memijak2 orang sesukahati..

ape yg korg dapat ek buat mcm ni??

dah banyak sangat ke pahala yang korg raih, sampai senang2 buat dosa sia2 mcm ni?

perfect sangat ke kehidupan korg sampai semudah tu nk menghina orang laen

tolong la weyh..

kitorg xpenah pon meminta ape2 dari korg, so y cudnt u just leave us alone??!

jealous? xpayah la sampai bertindak mcm orang xbermoral & xberpelajaran mcm ni...

kalo ape yang kami ada & miliki ni mengugat kedudukan korang..maapla, tapi ni rezeki Allah..

sepatotnya korang sama2 bersyukur, sebab sesama kita bukan orang laen...

jangan la merendahkan diri sendiri dengan perangai keji korg ni...

jangan smpai pandangan ku berubah jijik bila melihat korg...tolong la..

diam..diam...bukan bererti turut...tapi malas nk melayan..

tapi kalo bertubi2 mcm ni...hati sapa yang tak sakit...semua orang ada limit masing2...

we dont really mind kalo korg nk kutuk kitorg je...but not our parents oke..

secalit sedih kt mak & ayah aku korg buat..., maap! seumur hidup keBENCIan aku korg terima!!!

...kitorg saba lama dah, tunggu sket je lagi..

we'll make u guys regret for wat u've done!!!!

sakit..

sakit bila teringat..

sakit bila hampir berdekatan..

sakit bila mendengar sayu2..

sakit bila melihat sendiri..

sakit bila merasa yang sama..

sakit bila tidak berdaya..

sakit bila rasa tidak berguna..

sakit bila xmampu buat apa2..

sakit..

cuma sakit..

hanya sakit..

"even if you fall over, just stay smile proudly"