meet me halfway

I'm back from Paris...Paris was awesome!, but now im not into writing about my journey there..not in the mood yet... wait until i finished my trip to poland, perhaps!.. so i can update em together :)

Im soo bored! selamat la ada my lappy ni... actually, rather that mengadap laptop 24/7, i have another good option to do--> which is to study!!!!! *buat2 pengsan* ..once the chrismas break is over, the Final Exam period will starts and i've 2 Oral final exams & 1 Slide test for Pathology Credit.. but as for student like me holiday means holiday la kannn!!! reading 2-3inched med books during hols??? nahhhhh i dun think it's a great thing to do -->but read manga is orite :P...lol!.. maybe kena tunggu end2 of holiday kot kalo rajin pon..hihi...*ketuk kepala sendiri 3kali* memng xda kesedaran moral sungguh...bila tiba exam period je semua angan2 tercipta, bila tyme cuti2 ni semua punah cmtu je..*sigh!* very lazy to study these days! ape la nk jadikk...koin ooo koinnn...

ok stop there,...so with my housemates this evening going out to pekan hradec , about to withdraw some money since mara just give our monthly allowance for January plus some other allowances..ingt nk buy some stuffs untuk ke poland plak.. unfortunately, pekan Hradec MATI!!!!...it was soo dull & not so many people u can see around there, the bank was closed & same goes to other shops for the chrismas holidays..so we used the ATM machine instead since dah takde cashh langsung neh :( *sedih*

up till now, i already finished a few anime series..and still anime-ing.. i'm actually waiting for megavid can be used again to watch Skip Beat! since that the only option available to watch*sigh!*... i just dunno how come i can be setabah ini..selamat dah tgok halfway, 12 out of 25 epis.., just drop by here to check my blog...so gatal tangan nk post sumthing..ni la dia...huhu~

korg layan la video, kt bawah ni... but only suitable for 18yrs old & above k :P

Result PMR keluar harini..and i did text my sis this morning.. i know, after putting so much effort, she must be frustrated & upset with the result that she got.. if only i can hug her right now...huhu.. i always wish her the best in wateva she'll decide to do after this.... InsyaAllah rezeki Allah ada dimana-mana, kita usaha & bertawakal la...Allah knows the best & May He eases us in everything we do :) Fighting!!!!

*homesick!!! *

meninggalkan bumi czech!

Happy holidays everyone

Merry Chrismass

Happy new year 2010

As usual what malaysian students always do during their chrismas holsss... Makan angin!!!

So after, Spain, Italy, Hungary etc...in Penjelajahan Bumi Eropah for this year, we're going to Paris & Poland....

InsyaAllah in less than 24 hours i'll be leaving for Paris...Doakan kami selamat pergi & pulang :)

ameeen

19 DEC --> Prague

makan2 & catch the flight :P

20-23 DEC --> Paris, France

Main target : Eiffel tower, Disneyland & KFC Halal weeee~~~

26-29 DEC --> Poland - Warwaw & Krakov

so far itu je perancangan tok cuti ni...mungkin secara tak segaja ada lagi additional plan later...hihi

i'll update everything after i come back oriteee :)

again, have a safe journey everyone! jgn lupe ole2 buat ku orite :P

bye2

Nasi lemak & Teh O suam :)

Alhamdulillah... dipagi yang redup ni, walau jauh dipisahkankan laut, terpinggir dibenua asing...dapat juga aku menghirup secawan teh & sepinggan nasi lemak...

Semalam dapat ku menikmati ke enakkan karipap yang dah lama ku idamkan --> credit to didie :o)

Alhamdulillah... sejak semalam, salji sudah mula melimpahi bumi czech, kegebuan & keputihannya meliputi setiap lapisan permukaan...Ya Allah aku bersyukur dengan nikmatmu ini..

Alhamdulillah...dikala kita sibuk memikirkan kemana hala tuju untuk kita menyambut New Year 2010...di paris?london?rome? dublin? morocco?..., tidak juga kita lupakan bawasanya hari ni adalah hari terakhir 1430H dan saat terbenamnya matahari hari ini menandakan kita selaku umat islam sudah berganjak ke tahun yg baru hijriah 1431H...

seperti sambutan2 tahun baru yang lepas? mungkin ini lah masa terbaik untuk kita memuhasabah diri, memikirkan apa target kita yang sudah dicapai & yang masih berusaha untuk mencapainya, juga apa yang masih tidak terusik lagi...memulakan tahun baru dengan secebit harapan ataupon matlamat, memng tidak salah...malah ia jugak bakal menjana motivasi diri untuk berusaha terus mencapai apa yang di matlamatkan.. --->dah macam pakar kaunseling pulak... :P

orite sempena dengan tahun baru ni.. aku nk upload doa akhir tahun & awal tahun..

so pade2 yang masih belum mencari & tak tahu nk cari kt mana...haaa...ni doanya :

DOA AKHIR TAHUN

[3x Sebelum Maghrib]

Melayu version : Doa Akhir Tahun

DOA AWAL TAHUN

[dibaca 3x selepas maghrib]

ihsan dari :http://bahrusshofa.blogspot.com/2009/12/selamat-tahun-baru.html

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Alhamdulillah..Harini aku dah mula cuti memandangkan class untuk khamis & jumaat dah di ganti dengan hari laen.. Kepada semua kawan2 yang sudah mula bercuti Chrismas ni...aku ucapkan selamat menuju ke destinasi masing2, jaga diri elok, dan jangan lupa buah tangan untuk akuuu weeeee~

orite gtg!

nak g bank & nk call mak & ayahhh :)

this aching heart ain't broken yet!

Lagu : Cahaya hati

Penyanyi : Opick

To be frank, aku jarang jugak minat lagu2 yang separallel dgn nasyid ni, maksud aku...dengar skali skala tu boleh la tapi nk minat tu susah sket la...

tapi lagu diatas ni yang merangkap lagu tema blog aku ni laen macam sket...sepatah kata orang tua2 lagu ni menangkap! raso dokat jo ngn den!!

1st aku dengar, mase mengacau haousemate aku, chenad tgok cerita cinta balqis kt tv3 online..

lagu ni soundtrack cerita tu..huhu...

Tiap kali aku dengar lagu ni aku akan mengalami mild angina pectoris...ntah la rasa mcm nk kena myocardial infarction pun ada....hahahaa *merepek dah! :P

Sebak semacam plak...tambahan pulak dgn mode homesick, stress tanpa sebab ni...huhu~

Apepon korg enjoy la dlu lagu tu k sementara stok masih ada, sebelom aku gatal tangan nk tukar lagu laen nnti..ahaha~!

PS/:

Nex week adalah last week before Chrismas hols! class aku plak sampai rabu je..since jumaat diorg mintak replace hari laen & PE hari khamis plak ganti malam selasa kt ICU since my doc ada conference kt vienna, Austria khamis tu...seronok jugak khamis dah cutii..hihi..

Nex week jugak i can collect my credit card & debit card yg dah siap :) alhamdulillah senng la sket plus bley la bawak bercuti2 nnti..hikhik...

so in advance aku wish korg selamat bercutiiiiii... selamat merehatkan minda before final exam end of january nnti..hihihihi

the pending tags...

dear friends, sorry for the delay okey... so here are the tags!

1st --> Tagged by Kak Norli & Kak Fieza

Both Kak Norli & Kak Fieza were my schoolmates back in high school, SMKTA.. in fact, all of us were living together in the same hostel when i was in form 1-3... they're one yr older than me --> same age with my sister!.. Such a great memories i had with them & others...huh! watta good old days! thanksss for tagging me...

1) Write five (5) interesting facts about the person who gave you this award
Kak Norli now is a teacher in a school in Johor, while Kak Fieza just graduated from Uitm [from her blog, correct me if i'm wrong :)]

They're one year older than me..

both johoriansss :)

They also my sis's friends

penah duduk sedorm dengan mereka :)

2) Jot down ten (10) interesting facts about yourself or your hobbies
Nurul Ain binti Razali...people call me kOin..kokochan :)
tahun ke 3 blajo medic..medic student yg sewel lagi xnerd.. [ehhh nerd..nerd..haha]

..and the 3rd year living as a foreigner in a small country in central Europe called Czech republic..

stubborn, messy, angry, ugly, crazy....

suke melancong dan melencong..huhu

sumtime getting bored with my monotonous life here..

cant wait to finish my study & become a GP :P... and duduk malaysia balikkkk :)

family first in everything i do...

look tough, but kuat nanges, kuat homesick etcc..

single available lagi suci..

3) Pick your ten (10) most deserving recipients and describe them
* i just list u guys, but it's up to u to answer or not k! :)

Bek Intan - my bebekcrewz.. since mrsm mersing.. baru jadi makcik since dapat new nephew..

Bek Ijan - also my bebeks... now working in putrajaya, but doesnt seems happy with her work there, always thinking about moving to johor... so hoping u'll get a new job in johor ASAP..

SueAbubakar - My childhood friends...My blogging friends.. tgah final sem tapi seronok maen farmville kt fb..hahaha~

Akmaranuar: Blogging friends.. doing pharmacy & kawan comot jugak...

MissComot : budak kelas sebelah dulu2...dah keja!!!

Rian : my geng here! i dunno if she still blog or not..huh kena tanya dia balik...

FatinNadirah : my bestie back in KMB.. now in dublin, Eire...

another 2 i open to anybody yg interested nk buat...

4) Leave a comment on the recipients' blog to tell them they've been tagged
insyaAllah kalo rajin :P

5) Paste the award badge in your sidebar
orite but nanti k!

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2nd tag from kak Fieza :

Bekas kekasih saya:

dah lupa :P

Saya sedang mendengar:

lagu korea dari bilik ila..ntah lagu ape ntah..

3. Mungkin saya patut:

cepat2 buat tag ni dah study for test esokkkk :(

4. Saya suka:

semua yang best...

5. Sahabat-sahabat baik saya:

ramai jugak...tapi ramai bersepah diseluruh muka bumi ni..hoho

6. Saya tak faham:

kenapa saya masih blogging walaupon dah banyak kali saya rasa nk tutup je blog ni..huhu

7. Saya kehilangan:

purse minggu lepassss...duhh!

8. Ramai yg berkata:

duduk obesi best, padahal duduk malaysia lagi best :)

*kata2 org homesick!

9. Makna nama saya:

cahaya mata...hihi..or Anak or daughter...

10. Cinta itu adalah:

sangat subjective untuk didefinasikan...

11. Di satu tempat seseorang sedang:

bergolek bawah duvet kesejukan...--> aku la tu :)

12. Saya akan cuba:

menahan mata daripada tidur...mengelakkan ptosis! hahaha

13. Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud:

stale dalam bahasa czech! hahaha..

14. Telefon bimbit saya:

Nokia lama yg ramai org xpakai dah..tak tahu model ape...

saya tukarpakai with my father mase balik cuti summer mase tu..hihi

15. Bila saya terjaga dari tidur:

tgok jam dinding takot termiss class penting hahahaa... --> sebb selalu berlaku!!

16. Saya paling meluat bila:

orang menyebok urusan saya..& when i'm stress & someone's nagging me persistently, my be u just digging ur own grave la by doing so...hahahha

17. Pesta/parti adalah:

makan, gelak, release tension

18. Haiwan paling comel yg pernah saya jumpa:

anjing org czech! macam2 versi..hikhik...comel tapi sekali kena kejar lari tak jejak tanah..hahaha

19. Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah:

zaman kanak2 rebina...zaman stressless! watta beautiful life..:)

20. Hari ini:

Abes class tambahan czech dah almost pkul 8pm...sambung study since esok ade test Cellular Pathobiochem!

21. Malam ini saya akan:

berusaha!!!

22. Esok pula saya akan:

ada PE masok spital macam biaseeee.....owhh sungguh kehidupanku sgtla dull...

23. Saya betul2 inginkan:

tidur tanpa limit...

24. Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di cermin pagi tadi:

berteriak! cepat2, comot sgt x ni??? dah 8.05am...lambt dah ni class start kol 8.00am...haha

25. Pusat membeli belah atau arked permainan:

shopping mall is better...

26. Makanan barat atau jepun:

anything...

27. Bilik yang terang atau gelap:

gelap...senang nk tidur...

28. Makanan segera adalah:

makanan ruji aku..hahaha

29. Ayat terakhir yang anda kata pada seseorang:

nak makan karipap...anyone nk buatkan???hihi

30. Siapa yang anda mahu tag:

sape2 yg nk buat k :)

things happen for a reasons!

alhamdulillah ala kulli hal...yup i believe things happen for a reason....

alhamdulillah dah selesai procedure2 kehilangan purse ku...tinggal kena tunggu bank card je 1-2week baru bley amek..

ECG dah selesai...means that credit pathophys dah settle utk sem ni..alhamdulillah..

makan2 untuk kawan2 dah buat..walaupon secara kecil2an melibatkan rakan terdekat memandangkan belanjawan xbrape stabil skrg..

gambar ni winter tahun lepas...tahun ni snow tak turun2 lagi ni..hikhik

sejuk dah nak ke bone marrow ni...hari ni je 4degree celcius..

tak sabarrrr jugak walaupon this gonna be my third winter kt sini...cuma malas bila kena pakai tebal2 je la...huhu

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Next,

before chrismas break

ada a few tests -->Cellular Pathobiochem test, microbe ada 2 lagi test , presentation czech, pathoanat credit..

CHRISMAS BREAK

akan ke kota cinta a.k.a the City of Love ...PARIS, France for 4days...

then continue ke WARSAW & KRAKOV, Poland [dlm perbincangan!]....

after chrismas Break

Final Microbiology

Final PE in Internal Medicine

takde "Ong"

Memulakan hari yang malang dengan sangkutnya sebijik ECG...memula tgok seketul 4 atas penjuru kiri answer sheet ECG tu agak frustrated gak r, tapi after that aku redha & chill sudeyh la....at least i learned something today, i realised that by not believing in my own abilities i'll go no where...and it's my biggest problem right now!! i just have to be more confident when i'm prepared & know what am i capable of doing & my limitation...dont easily distracted by some other no so important things..

second, a pretty bad news too...

i lost my purse todayyy.. the green Billabong purse that i love sooo much....=(

sooo....with that i lost my bank credit & debit cards, Bank account number cards, money, some other important cards including card2 dari Malaysia etcc...

so today...saya jatuh bancrupt! cash xda, bank cards xda...huhu.. selamat ada sisa2 dwet yang diterima dari penghutang2..hihi....

but still syukur jugak la because my passport, ISIC [international student identity card], Bus Card terselamat di dlam beg skola...kalo x, lagi la malapetaka! :(

saturday & sunday bank off so i've to wait till monday to settle everything related to the lost!...huhuhu

lot of things happen lately, but i'm just dont really feel like updating my blog...rasa muak pon ada..hahahaha..

orite then dah almost 4.00am..nak tido! cau2!

the 3rd aidiladha in czech republic..

Salam Aidiladha..

buat keluarga tercinta di tenggaroh 01,

buat rakan2 di malaysia & seantero dunia...

& buat semua muslimin & muslimat di muka bumi Allah ini...

Selamt pulang ke kampung halaman & selamat melakukan ibadah korban...

So, if prophet Ibrahim was willingly sacrificing his son to prove his submission & devotion to Allah...what about us?? what are we going to sacrifice???....

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"Taatkala aidiladha muncul, teringat aku peristiwa 2tahun lepas yang menguris hati ini..genap 2 tahun pemergian sahabatku...

Nor Azrina binti Jaihan

...yang meninggal dunia dalam kemalangan jalan raya semasa dalam perjalanan pulang sehari sebelum hari raya aidiladha 2tahun lepas...

Alfatihah buat arwahyarhamah semoga tergolong dalam kalangan orang2 yang dirahmatiNya.. Ameen"

nebojime se nic!

we walked home from evening czech class .. discussed about some stuffs related to our life & study here.. hurmm..pretty serious discussion but i think it's necessary to look this issues thoroughly... dont have any intention to disclose the details here, but i can conclude that we're lucky enuf to have relatively similar views... Yes, undeniably we do facing little problems here & there, not perfect, but i think as long as we unite & stay together, nebojime se nic! i'm soo grateful for having them here..

After almost 2years together, Thanks BUZULUCKA 431, HK.

sate perut lembu..hahaha

cerita autopsy harini..mungkin entry ni agak terserlah kejakunanku, tapi pedulik ape aku, ni blog aku sukati aku lerr nk cerita ape, kalo xsuka xpayah bace k!..hahhaha~

Patient: female

Date of death: 24nov2009 [yesterday]

Diseases: brain stroke, artrial fibrillation, hyperthrophy LV, COPD, bronchitis, Hypertension, hypoperfuse/ischemia in sphlachnic area esp bowel due to thrombosis & the list goes on..

Found on body: arteriosclerotic plaque in vessels in various regions, narrowing of many vessels, hardening due to dystrophic calcification in cusps of valves & various vessels, necrosis in small part of liver, hyperthrophy of LV, lipomatous of pancreas, benign cyst in left kidney, red-pinkish appearance of intestinal wall, bronchiol mucosa and esophagus due to inflamations, antrachosis of lungs & its lymph nodes etc..etc.....

skills: potong, cincang,tebuk, lapah, kopak, hiris dsb..

smell : xmo cerita, esp after they open the abdomen..pakai mask pon xguna..

emotion: kesian lagi sadis..

process:

1. opening of skull --> identify the arteriosclerotic vessels, occluded vessels, abnormalities in slices of horizontal cuttings of brain stem, cerebral, cerebellum --> revise anatomy choroid plexus, ventricles etc..

2. Removing of skin & surface muscles on thorax & cutting the ribs & remove the sternum.. Opening of thorax --> removal of tongue,pharynx,larynx-->lungs, heart & all other structures in mediastinum... fibrotic adhesion of pleuras due to inflamation-pleuritis.. high amount of fluid in pericardial sacs...

3. Cut & Analyse the organs in thorax one by one, lungs, hearts etcc.. the abnormal & normal structures..go tru coronary vessels, bronchus-bronchiol, etc....

3. Cut tru the abdominal cavity --> open the abdominal cavity, take out all organs & bowels etc --> identify one one & the same as above, identify the abnormalities.. [the intestines looks almost the same with the sate perut lembu..hahaha~]

4. go tru all vessels and identify calcifications, occlusion, narrowing etc...

etc...etc....

Conclusion:

* tribute to the Babicka!! R.I.P

*The Doc yang saya xingt nama dia walaupon dah almost satu sem belajar patho ngn dia..*teruk btol*

* walaupon agak teruja dengan activity harini...tapi saya dengan penuh keyakinan reject forensic medicine dalam list specialist yang saya minati & yang bakal diambil mungkin akan datang :)

orite, nk g class dah ni..bye2..

peace & joy

ok before i start anything, let me divide this post into two parts so it wud be easier for me to write& post and also for u guys yang membaca...ok 2parts, first about what had happen in past few days..second, the tag from cikgu norli..hikhik :)

So the first part :) ....it suppose to be long since i've lot of things accumulated in my mind that i wanna write in here, but i dunno how long i'll be able to write since i'm soooo tired, just came back from Olomouc and now it's already 12.26am....

What am i doing in olomouc?? Orite, that's the thing... we, Malaysian students in Czech Republic were mostly in olomouc last weekend to participate in iGames09 ....iGames? indonesiaGames? WTH is iGames?...okey, actually iGames = Intervarsity Games, which is an annual sports tournament among the Msia students in three Universities here in Czech Republic [Prague, HradecKralove, Olomouc]..this year was the third which was done in Olomouc...

we had lot of sports like futsal, basketball, volley, bowling, badminton, squash, table tenis etc.. in the midst of hectic life as medic students, this event organized by CZEMSA [read: Czech malaysian students association] brings benefits to all students here to try new things and also as a refreshment after all the burdens in study :0) .....it's a very good event actually despite of all the fights and misunderstandings which i think common in all tournaments hahaha...so people, dont think that medic students cant play sport okey..and this year olomouc is the Champ and from my P.O.V they deserve the throphy! hehe... maaf belot sket! :)

oke,i dont want to talk long about the iGames but frankly, i had a great time in Igames Olomouc09..thanks Olomoucians for the great hospitality esp my dearie yana!!thanks for the everything babe!, all the committees for such a wonderful job and all students who came & memeriahkan the Igames..thanks!

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okies masih 1st part but lets rewind a little bit, a few days before the iGames...hoho..

wat a deym busy week i had that week.. my classes were ON like usual, the last 3day...wed, thurday, friday were the most critical moment!..

but i'm glad i was able to go through everything smoothly..Alhamdulilah!...

WENESDAY: My final Immunology

Alhamdulillah, i passed!

Thanks Allah, Thanks to Prof Dr Jan Krejsek...

THURSDAY: PE test & Practical

Beside the normal examinations like examination of lungs & heart..palpation of abdoment etc2, i did Per Rectal Examination on a patient that day!!!!!

Per Rectal Examination : Entering a finger for about 4inches into patient's anus to examine the anal canal & the organs nearby...

erkk...kinda excited but gugup because not all students get the opportunity to do it on real patient, plus this is my first time huhu... but i think credit shud be given to my doctor since he's really great in finding great patients for our learning session... also thanks to the uncle for the cooperation :)

Emergency building hospital Uni.. cendawan atas bumbung tu la tempat mendarat helicopter untuk urusan kecemasan [ambulance udara! :P]

hurmmm...okeyh, this one mcm jakun sket la, but still i nk cerita jugak la my excited-ness when i was in emergency unit last couple weeks... admitting patient by helicopter on the roof of the emergency unit building & observing the 1st step on how the emergency unit deal with the patients from car crash etc..it's supercool!!!! :) :) :) :P

Actually there are many other things i experienced during PE in hospital that makes my heart bouncing and screaming outloud 'this is wat i want to be in few year ahead!!!'teruja!! :))

FRIDAY: PATHO TEST

pathophys test on hemostasis,trombosis,DIC....alhamdulillah...settle jugak akhirnya...lega...

Next test patho on this coming friday on ECG...yuhuuuu :)

mari bersedia menjulingkan mata & pakai kanta pembesar untuk mengkaji graph2 ECG!!!hehehe...

haiyarkkkk....dah la tu kot...2nd part tak start lagipon...ngantok gilosss tapi...oke sket lagi, nnti dh busy tak sempt nk layan blog ni...baek buat terus!!!! yarrrhhhh....okeh2 tido dulu..nnti2 pulak la buat tag!, serius dah xlarat..esok class kol 8 harap2 bangon :) so, kak norli, saya hutang satu tag! hikhik...

okey people, gtg now..continue later!

kebahagiaan dunia...& kebahagiaan akhirat..

...berfikir sejenak...

:o(

sob..sob..sedih sungguh video clip ni..

never gonna be alone by nickelback!

baru & lama

It's been long since i last update something in here...too busy? maybe.. busying with wat? okey i dont have any answer to that question.. but i can feel everything is in shambolic state right now..not to mention my preparation for the coming final :(

okey enuf with that, today i'm not gonna talk about my 'hezky' life here but i wanna to stori-mori about my new byt [read: apartment]... yesss up til today, it's already a week my housemates and i menetap in our new apartment..ulice buzulucka, in front of magestra mestra bus stop!

...comparing to our previous house, of course this one is much-much better, with the hot-hot heater system during this chilling autumn, the newly furnished & renovated house of ours makes us soooo happy =) and totally satisfied... yeah, eventho duet2 banyak hangus dan rentung terbakar with all the pindah2 thingie but for long-term benefits i think it's considerably a good investment..*obsessed!*

gambar: rumah lama di cejpova
BUT...with all the new things up in my life, i'll never forget the life back in Cejpova..

..with all the free self-plucking fruits to eat, strawberries & apples during spring & autumn from the backyard...

..and already missing the granny who live below and also a babicka in front of our house [we call her makcik CCTV since she likes to intip2 kitorg kluar masuk rumah =) ] who we used to speak czech with them once a week, eventho our czech language is totally sick..

the dogs in each house that bark as we walked passing their houses, along the way from the bus stop to our house...

yes eventho the house back in cejpova is not really a modern one but it's still comfortable to live in...fyi, we never think of moving out from that house if it's not because of the bus problem --> pretty far from hospital where we're studying right now...

so, 2 years living there...thanks for the memory CEJPOVA :)____________________________________________________________

okey, bout the new apartment, dun wanna to continue membebel, so lets the pics explain everything..

gambar : my katil & meja study...

so all these pictures came from my room... the kitchen, toilet, hall way etc nk tgok dtg sini sendiri...

and for HKianz, so far we didnt plan anything for house-warming or wateva party u want....

so lets the time decides and we'll see later what we'll up to okey =)

okies hv to continue immunology-ing ..hahaha~

bye2! ahoj..

masa mengejar..

Alhamdulillah dah almost 98% pindah rumah baruu...penat xterkata la...

tapi syukur jugak since dah almost settle everything...

later i'll write more on my rumah baru k...

banyak benda pending skrg ni..

Final immuno tinggal 2minggu je lagi..nota pon xjenguk lagi ckup ke x..*sigh*

lapar giler niii...tunggu delivery makanan jap lagi!!

dah 3hari makan indian foods je, tapi memng sedap r! curry, tika masala, tandoori, chapati etcc..siap delivery skalik~

ok la gtg! keja bergerak...

sepatah kata ila [my housemate] --> "jangan malas mcm nobita"

i've patho test tumorrow..and just now i was digging into my 3inches physio file to review my previous notes related to the test...

tadddddaaa.... find the notes!....

:D smiling while go tru all the notes ..
...wat a 'nice' handwriting i got in there...huh!
i dun think others can read & understand my notes..hahaha~

had booked Final Oral Examination for Immunology on this coming 18Nov...
wish me luck! :)

Pagi..baru bangon kembali selepas tidur after subuh tadi.. jam kt laptop 8.37 tapi kt dinding 9.37....pelik!.. menuju ke YM...ohhh Daylight saving la ni??? good..i've extra one hour today! :)

oke,ni nk story sket..erkk keluhan? hurmm sort of kot...

dah almost sebulan aku balik malaysia cuti summer ms2 dan dah almost sebulan jugak la sem5 aku bermula...dalam masa yg sama jugak umur aku meningkat ke 22, yg aku rasa sgt tua..

kehidupan?? aku xdapat merasakan apa2 perbezaan selain makin malas, buntu lagi kusut...

reasons? ntah la..

kerja? study? banyak pending dah ni...

CNS?? inbox terlalu banyak...outbox hampes~! sebb xda satu yg masuk pon diprocess huhu...

sepatah kata Dr. Koblizek "my CNS is not working properly rite now.." huhu...

and seems like my RAS system cant prioritize things anymore..

body & mind didnt connected efficiently...communication repetitively interupted!

body --> chronic fatique syndrome kah?

kinda losing my grip on everything..

BUT, i've to get back on the track ASAP no matter wat...

if not i've to prepare & get ready to suffer a lot during the end of the academic year later :( if that wat u want koin!!

remember ;

" people who do not focus on the work in front of them, dont have the right to talk about their dreams!"

oke..harus bangkit segera..

i've to go to srdce k srdci at 10am..going to present sumthing about microbe..

oke people, cau! cau!

22

alhamdulillah :)

hati ke hati...atau jantung ke jantung?

Salam a Ahoj, Baru je tadi housemate aku cakap pasal Srdce k Srdci 2009 yang bakal berlangsung xlama lagi..Bagi pelajar2 medic czech republic bolehlah mula menyemak email yahoogroup CzeMsa anda, dan kalo anda bukan pelajar2 czech dan sekarang sedang terapung diawan biru, meneropong mengunakan binocular & mula membuka map [read:lost!], apa sebenarnya Srdce k Srdci ni.. meh aku habaq mai sket, Srdce K srdci ni adalah perhimpunan pelajar2 medic disini untuk berkongsi ilmu & pengalaman bersama2 juniors..bukan nak tunjuk lagak konon dah jadi seniors dsb, ia hanya lah satu wadah untuk meringankan beban kita sesama pelajar disini dan ianya dilaksanakan pada setiap tahun akademi...Sebenarnya xda niat sangat harini nak menulis mengenai issue Srdce k Srdci ni, cuma terpana dengan hadith yang dilampirkan bersama email yang difoward tadi...yang berbunyi :

"barangsiapa yang melepaskan seorang mukmin dari suatu kesusahan dari kesusahan-kesusahan dunia, nescaya Allah akan melepaskannya dari satu kesusahan dari kesusahan-kesusahan di hari Qiamat..

barangsiapa yang mempermudahkan bagi orang yang susah.. nescaya Allah akan mempermudahkannya dunia dan akhirat..."

[Hadith riwayat Muslim]

Sedapkan hadith ni, betapa besar ganjaran Allah kalo kita dapat membantu satu sama lain dalam membuat kebaikan... so aku nk amek peluang ni nak ulas sket hadith ni berdasarkan otak aku yang simple & tak berapa nak dalam sgt ilmu hadith ni, amaran! --> yang baik tu korg panjangkan ke kawan2 yang laen & yang 'ke laut' tu korang pandai2 la pikir sendiri :P ... wokeyh, aku sangat suka ngn hadith ni sebab bagi aku kalo kita tengok hadith ni ngn mata hati [cewaaah~]kita akan rasa betapa besar maksudnya & ia sangat berguna untuk diaplikasi dalam banyak hal contohnya pelajaran, kehidupan sehari2an esp dibumi asing ni dsb.. Contohnya, semudah dengan memberi & meminjamkan nota & buku2 kita kepada kawan2 & adik2, ilmu diperturun & dipanjangkan begitu juga dengan pahala yang kita dapat insyaAllah, dapat membantu & mengurangkan kesusahan orang laen pulak tu -->boleh kita rujuk hadith atas ni manfaatnya... Ni contoh yang ringkas menunjukkan betapa mudahnya kalo kita nk aplikasikan hadith ni dalam kehidupan kita... Aku tak tahu la korang paham ke x or dapat ke x ape yang aku nk sampaikan ni...tapi apepon bantu-membantu amalan mulia k!

Heart = Jantung.... hati = Liver?

Cuma aku kadang2 rungsing jugak, kita ni manusia selalu berfikiran kalut sgt, selalu fikir benda yang susah2 and jauh nk dicapai....dengar je kita digalakkan bantu membantu orang susah je, tup! terus fikir nk g palestin, nk join perang dsb.. memng xdinafikan berfikiran panjang,melihat dunia islam secara global, menunaikan tanggungjawab kita sebagai muslim dalam era globalisasi ni adalah satu tuntutan yang memang wajar kita buat semampu boleh.. tapi kadang2 kita bila kita berfikiran terlalu jauh kita lupa & dengan xsemena2 kita ter-neglect-kan perkara2 mudah & lebih ringkas yang kita boleh buat dalam beberapa minit je...contohnya, macam bantu kawan2 kita didepan mata ni or orang sekampung etc...ni pendapat aku je la sebab rasanya ganjaran pahala tu Allah je tentukan dan keikhlasan hati juga Allah je yang tahu, Jadi sebesar/sekecil mana amalan yang kita lakukan yang menilainya hanya satu iaitu Allah...wallahualam...

Okeyh la...ckup la untuk hari ni...sebenarnya xda rasa nak buat post yang begitu islamic & skema sgt..tapi tiba2 rasa nk tulis pasal benda ni.. insyaAllah untuk renungan diri sendiri & semua yang membaca :)

Yang baik tu dari Allah, Yang kurang tu juga dariNya bersandarkan kepada kekurangan diri saya ni..Wallahualam..

mati terhempap buku..

Since aku dah habes hari2 penyeksaan & keletihan dalam minggu ni...dan memandangkan jugak dah lama aku xbebel2 dalam blog ni...so, aku pon mengambil keputusan untuk meringankan jari-jemari untuk menaip sesuatu disini...ni nk cerita sket ni la pengalaman aku sepanjang menjadi budak medic tahun ke 3 ni [poyo giler! :P] dan sepanjang keberadaan aku di Faculty Hospital Hradec Kralove, Cz tahun ni...

Harini bersama 3 groupmates aku yg laen berada di Plicni Oddeleni [Dept. of Pulmonary Medicine] bersama Dr. Koblizek, head of the department & the doctor who incharge our grup for PE [Physical examination in Internal Medicine]..Dr. Koblizek tak pernah diketemui sebelum ni kerana ada conference kt Athens, harini pertama kali jumpa dia, what a nice person he is..down-to-earth, willing to help, treating his patients full-heartedly etcc...

Contohnya, tadi sebelum masok wad ICU semua kena pakai Surgery gown kaler biru tu sebb nk elak Nasocomial infections, kan ke tali2 baju tu kat belakang dan agak susah nk diikat sendiri, kebaik-hatian Doc tersebut siap tolong ikatkan tali surgery gown aku lagi...baekkan dia :P hehe~

Then, dari practical training aku di salah satu hosp. kerajaan di Johor masa summer break mase tu, i can compare cara layanan doktor pada pesakit...i dont wanna make any overgeneralisation, but just want to mention this, i impress with the way this Doc treats his patients...dia usap2 rambut pakcik2 tu, dia urut2 bahu, explain everything clearly, bergurau2 comel walaupon aku xpaham sgt ape diorg ckp etc.. bila aku fikir balik, no wonder all his patients volunteerly wanna be our 'specimen' untuk belajar :D

So, briefly harini aku & 3 yg laen focus on chest examination, kitorg buat all the classical ways to check the chest & pulmonary system ; Inspection, Palpitation, Percussion & Ascultation... lebihkurang 10 patients with various pulmonary disorders like COPD, Empysema, Chronic Asthma, Lung cancer, atelectasis, Pneumonis, Pneumothorax etc kitorg check...Discussing the problems & etiology... so, ape yang aku boleh cakap, seronok jugak check dada orang ni, bermain dgn stethoscope, dlu penat aku fikir bunyik ape yg doktor2 ni dengar pakai stethoscope ni.. rupa2nya macam2 bunyik ada kt dada2 manusia ni..hikhik..

Okeh, tamat pasal tu... Subject2 laen untuk tahun ni to be honest sgt menarik, cuma agak terlalu banyak dan kalo nk study tu mungkin akan termuntah2 baru boleh habes...Contohnya PathoAnatomy..soalan final 200++ tu sudah tentu akan meningkatkan kadar cothecolamine, adrenalin kalo difikirkan, ditambah lagi beratus slide2 pathology semua tu nampak menarik *yummy :P* Next month mungkin aku akan amek satu final..medical Immunology dan December plak ada 2 final menanti, PE & Microbe...

Mengenai kehidupan? sekarang aku hidup aman permai, cuma agak letih dengan class yang agak sesak..sape suro gatal amek elective subject sampai 8credits..hahaha padan muka!!! tapi xpa, untuk kemudahan masa akan datang xsalah..hihi...

Selain tu? dah xda ape2 sangat kot... Cuma cuaca disini semakin sejuk, angin kencang & sangat sejuk mencucuk2 je tulang2ku, kesakitan frostbite sket2 mula terasa kt pheripheral regions esp kaki & tangan...Baju bulu2 & berlapis & featured by lots of fantastics features untuk menangkis kesejukan mulai keluar dari almari...berada dibawah duvet for most of my time kt rumah sebb sejuk...tu je la kot.. ahha just wanna say this, tak sabar nak tunggu snow turun eventho this gonna be my third winter here...hehe :) kejakunan masih tidak dapat dibendung, but i cudnt care less..

..Okeh la, letih dah ni, memula tadi ingt nk assort nota, pastu gatal blogging plak, pastu skrg dah ngantok adeyh!!, Okeh la adios dlu...sambung kemudian k! Salam~

lelaki ke pempuan ke lelaki ke pempuan?

sekali tengok mcm lawak...dua kali tgok mcm best pulak..3 kali tengok xtau nak ckp ape2 dah..

korg tgok la sendiri...pelik tapi menarik..hih

Already gone by Kelly Clarson blended with Halo by Beyonce ...cover version!

My Life Wud Suck w/o You..cover version! rotfl..

si dia..sedang bertungkus-lumus, bergelumang dengan dugaan duniawi yang ditanggungnya sekarang...

ku berdoa agar dia tabah menempuhinya..dipermudahkan dalam setiap perkara..

diberi ketenangan, minda yang tajam semasa menjawap..

Good Luck & Semoga Berjaya buat adikku,

NURUL ATIQAH BINTI RAZALI aka PITORD

yang sedang berjuang di medan PMR...

doaku sentiasa mengiringi perjuanganmu..

semoga yang terbaik!

chilling autumn..

Subject Third year 09/10

Microbiology II

Medical Immunology II

Physical Examination in Internal Medicine

Medical Psychology

Internal Medicine

Essentials of Surgery

PathoAnatomy

PathoPhysiology

Pharmacology

Electives subject --> Subject tambahan suka-suki

Medical Czech 1&2

Introductions of Toxicology

Microbiological Aspects of tropical infectious disease

Cellular Pathobiochemistry

masa practical kt malaysia

the subjects i enrolled last week..means the subjects i've to study from now on..

just bought a new stethoscope..& some quite thick med bookS! -> gonna be happy if i can finish reading 'em from cover to cover!hoho~

heard from seniors that this 3rd year gonna be a bit challenging..but well, it's too early to make any hypothesis...

so, just get ready for any suprises coming up in this new semester..prepare mentally & physically for any obstacles, up & down etc...

pretty worry bout myself since i still in the mood of holidays! sigh!->hv to pay attention on this problem..

so, we'll see what's up next :)

PS/: Thanks Baitul Umar & Medium for the Open House!

malas nak blogging!

koleksi raya malaysia 09

The second day in Hradec Kralove after the 2months summer hols in Malaysia...feeling? already missin them deym much, i tot by going back home will lessen my homesick syndrome but i guess a big NO is the answer..warghhh~!

Browsing the pics taken during the hols in my lappy, reminiscing the moments we cherished together...uhuhu seronok!

me & myra in mak ucu place :)
Along & Kak Na & Myra in my granny's..

hurm..eventho bru pkul 9.30mlm mata ngantok sudeyh mungkin jetlag lagi...

esok class pkul 8pagi...so baek tido!dobrou noc!

cerita demi cerita

Dah sampai HK pagi tadi, sejukkk....

Alhmdulilah perjalanan semuanya berjalan lancar...

barang semua pun dah unpacked tadi..settle!

perasaan? macam biasa bercampur2..

agak sedih kerana terpaksa pergi lagi dari keluarga tercinta..

lagi haru bila fikir kena tunggu setahun lagi baru bley jumpa mereka semua..insyaAllah..

sangat malas bila fikir class dah nk start..

agak lemah nak mula mengorak langkah, membuka lembaran semangat baru..

walauapapun, perjuangan ini belum selesai..

oke dengan sekembalinya diri ini di bumi Hradec Kralove maka akan ku usahakan untuk mengactivekan blog ni..insyaAllah tak mandom macam mase kt malaysia..hihi

tak terlambat lagi rasa nak wish:

SELAMAT HARI RAYA BUAT SEMUA! MAAF ZAHIR BATIN..

dobry den..

memandangkan esok kita dah mula nak berpuasa..selamat bersahur dan selamat berpuasa aku ucapkan buat semua umat islam diseluruh dunia..

semoga ramadhan kali ini menjadi ramadhan yang terbaik buat kita semua...ameen!

SELAMAT BERPUASA!

macam-macam

Dah lama aku tak update blog ni,bukan aku xnk update tapi ada masalah teknikal sket ngn internet aku yang super lembap tahap kura2 patah kaki ni..

so dari aku terkedek2 tunggu internet ni loading satu2 page baik aku g tengok tv lagi baek..hoho..nak load page pon berjam2 ape lagi nak upload video & gmbr, boleh dapat pendarahan otak la tunggu.. so aku taip je la yerkk ape yang berlaku lately..

1. Aku dah abes hospital attachment untuk Basis Patient Care..Alhamdulillah, memula aku nk buat kt JB, either HSA[Hosp Sultanah Aminah] or HSI [Hosp Sultan Ismail] tapi application leceh semacam...so aku terus jumpa pengarah HKT [Hospital Kota Tinggi], then dia suro datang nex weeknya,so tu yg aku terus je buat je kt HKT....So Alhmdulillah dah selesai.. thanks to Dr Farah & Dr Hidayah..also to all HKT staff nurses for the cooperation!

2. Weekend aku skrg sangat full dgn makan2, kenduri2,kawen2 member..Harini je sorang kawan aku masa zaman kanak2 rebina dlu dah tamatkan zaman bujangnya dengan orang sekampung sini jugak.. Seronok jugak, bila gather ramai2, teringat plak zaman2 kecik..zaman panjat2 pokok, maen hide&seek, g memancing dsb..lawak je...banyak jugak benda baru orang2 johor ni dah mula adaptasi untuk majlis2 kawen skrg ni, antaranya berzapin, qasidah dsb..mcm2 la tapi menarik jugak.. banyak video & gmbr aku amek tapi nnti2 la aku upload..

3. Since H1N1 merebak dengan hebatnya ni, so aku pon xda la berhasrat nk berjalan sangat.. so far aku stakat jalan2 dalam johor je la..nk kuar banyak2 pon panas semacam je malaysia sekarang ni so jadi malas plak nk kluar sangat.. tapi insyaAllah cuti sekolah seminggu ni aku akan berada di Perak,holiday ngn family..hehe~

4. Bulan puasa dah dekat, so dikesempatan ni aku nk sarankan korg baek makan ape yg korg nk dulu,nnti meleleh plak air liur tunggu buka poasa...eh salah nasihat plak, patot aku nasihat korg supaya control nafsu sket, esp nafsu makan tu..keh3!!.. Apepon series aku xsaba nak g bazaar ramadhan..rasa dah lama xrasa kemeriahan bulan ramadhan kt mesia ni..cewaaah! Apepon selamat menyambut kedatangan Ramadhan!

5. Apepon aku rasa teruja nk raya kt mesia tahun ni..hihi..Sekarang je belum puasa lagi,semua dah stat beli baju raya, butik2 pon dah banyak yg stop amek tempahan..huhu..so baek beli je baju raya!senang hahaha...cmtu jugak kueh raya, semua dah start hantar2 sample kueh, promote macam2 kueh untuk ditempah sebelum raya ni..Untuk pengetahuan semua, aku pon tergolong gak antara orang yang berbisness skrg ni.. Aku business kueh raya, tapi yg kompem bukan aku r yang buat kueh2 tu, aku join member aku punya business, seronok semacam je tu yg aku join..hahaha saja je sukasuki, sape nak berminat nk tempah bley contact aku, tapi dalam johor je okeh! huhu~

oke la mata aku dah nk tertutup ni.. nnti2 aku rajin aku bukak lagi blog ni... Selamat bercuti pada semua yg tengah bercuti.. sila jaga kesihatan masing2 okes!

Salam!~

SukaSuki..

Dah seminggu kt mesia yg panas ini..Keh3! Kulit makin hitam, badan makin gemok! Itula perubahan paling ketara stakat ni... Ok, spe yg xtau lg n0 tp0n aku ni aku publish lgi.. 0178809912 aku mungkin xbrape nk update bl0g ni tyme cuti2 ni.. Tp tg0k la nanti cmna.. Ok ler, till then bye!

the peace and the joy...

Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah...

segala puji bagi Allah yang memiliki dan menguasai setiap perkara..

Last Thursday 9/7, i did my last exam, biochem and Alhamdulillah i passed it..thanks for Prof. Stoklasova for the signature~!

Overall i'm so grateful and satisfied with all my exam results for this year!..Alhamdulillah..
so now i'm officially finished my 2nd year, except for the practical training for a week which i'll do in Malaysia during this summer break..
Generally i've another 4years to go before becoming a GP :o) ...still a looong journey ahead..

i tink not to give up and work hard are the best medications along the way...i'll do watever it takes even how tough it'll be and how hard it is..

Hope Allah will bless our journey and eases our way! Ameen..

"MAJU TAK GENTAR!!"
tagline mase exam period!haha~

and after 2 years celebrating Eid Fitr in Czech Republic, far away from family and all the delicious raya foods/cookies...finally, i can celebrate raya in malaysia this year!...alhamdulillah!!! Seronok gilerrr :oD

Okeyh, I'll be in malaysia from 15july2009-27sept2009...about 2 and a half months.. and i've booked my flight ticket...this year i'll flying home with Emirates from Frankfurt Germany, which is one of czech neighbouring countries...below r briefly about my flight...

FRANKFURT, Germany to KUALA LUMPUR, Malaysia

14 July 2009 [Tuesday] Frankfurt --> Dubai

15 July [Wenesday] Dubai --> Kuala Lumpur

KUALA LUMPUR, Malaysia to FRANKFURT, Germany

27 Sept 2009 [Sunday] Kuala Lumpur --> Dubai

27 Sept 2009 [Sunday] Dubai --> Frankfurt

* Frankfurt, Germany to Prague,Czech Republic --> Bus :o)

hope to have a safe journey home! pray for us!

i suppose to clean my house and pack my things now, but MALAS!!... right now, i just wanna lazying around and sleep..haaaihhh ape nk jadi ni...

owhh, forgot one things, i went to podebrady last friday.. and bought tonnes of crystals untuk di bawa pulang...mesti my mum senyum melebar melihatnya nanti :o)

one more thing!, i'm so crave for Sambal Sotong!!!! I'll ask my mom to cook for me banyak2!!! xsabarr.....

okeyhh la.. wanna sleep! bye..

semoga yang terbaik..

setelah berhari2 hatiku rasa tergantung..berfikir..

..rungsing dengan tarikh exam dan progress biochemku yang tak berapa proportionate ni...

hari ini dengan sebulat hati..ingin ku jelaskan..

aku akan mem'postpone'kan tarikh final exam biochem aku..yang pada awalnya pada 2hb July..

insyaAllah akan ku hadapinya diminggu berikutnya..tarikh masih belum diketahui..

berbaki beberapa hari lagi...mungkin ini yang terbaik...

Perjuangan diteruskan! :o)

dugaan masa..

Nikmat Allah datang dalam pelbagai bentuk dan membawa seribu makna..

Antara kita sedar atau tak, nikmat yang kita terima itu adalah dugaan yang paling besar buat kita...

Samaada kita gunakan nikmat itu kejalan yang baik atau kita terus hanyut dengan kelekaan kita...

Sekarang aku bercakap tentang diri aku, jadi tiada kena mengena dengan orang laen...

biasa la tyme2 exam ni la tyme2 terbaik muhasabah diri...

*mengalami konflik dalaman*

kalo fikir2, terlalu banyak dah pertolongan Allah bagi kat aku, tapi apa yang aku balas...? *sunyi sepi!*

oke la malas nk bebel panjang2!

UPDATE TERBARU DISINI DAN DISANA:

1. Aku rasa sangat2 nak balik...Nenek aku kna tahan ward dah 3hari...asthma.. pastu skrg doktor suspected ada lungs infection & hati bengkak [menurut mak aku!]... So sama2 la kita doa agar nenek aku oke dan cepat sembuh...

2. Congrates tok Kak Aini & Abg Siraaj for the babyboy... Anak malaysia pertama lahir dibumi Hradec Kralove,CZ..hikhik~

3. Kenapa makin hari makin malas nk study ni?? kenapa aku rasa Biochem aku ni macam terabai je..macam hilang arah tuju...huhu~

oke aku postpone my exam date ke 2JULY since masa xckup, maen je banyak! haish~ tu pon xtahu la mampu ke x..takpe USAHA3!!!! Bertawakal!

MAS dah hantar email ticket balik...hoho.. 17july till 27sept.. harap2 xpayah tukar2 date dah...jadi maknanya kena abeskan exam dengan baek!!!! silala bertabah!!!!!

SELAMAT BERMUJAHADAH SEMUA!

hidup berkalang buku!

apple sedang berbuah, stoberi & cherry pulak dah merah, ada kt depan rumah! landlady dah cakap kalo nak amek je...berita baek tu, cuma skrg xda perasaan nak pegi petik je!!hoho~

tulip & roses pon sedang mekar..tersusun tepi jalan raya, dan ditaman2.. xda semangat pon nk pegi amek gambar.. hanya merakam dengan lensa mata sahaja..

hidup berkalang buku!! inilah jadinya..hikhik

gambar hiasan semata --> warga malaysia di sini bersama duta baru malaysia di Czech republic! cari aku jika mampu!hikhik~

lagu tema kehidupan sekarang!lol!

muscle fatique

Thanks!!! Thanks Allah.. Alhamdulillah, if not because of Him i'm no one...

Thanks for my mum dad & my family for the support and doa...luv you guys! *hugs!*

Also to all my friends...thanks for the doa and the spirit...Hopefully Allah will eases our way in this final exam... have faith in Him, do the best and the rest leave it to Him..He knows wat the best for us, so just keep on believing oke!! :o)

Last but not least, thanks Dr. Holecek for the signature!! :o)

Done with my physio, next i've to baca sampai muntah biochem pulak! dah la sminggu lebih je.. erkkk... mampukah?? oke bertabah mode activated again!!!! :o(
bertabah semuaaaa!!!

Trpim bolestmi zad..

Dah lama aku tak update blog ni memandangkan hidup aku sekarang yang sangat huru hara..Orang laen mungkin xpaham, tapi budak2 medic Czech mungkin arif sudah dengan situasi sekarang ni...situasi final exam Charles University yang sungguh unik..hahaha...

Aku malas nk update blog ni banyak2 tyme exam ni, sebab masa pon xbanyak plus kalau update pon mesti pasal stess blabla...so MALAS!...

ape yang aku nk tulis sekarang ni??.. pertama, aku baru baca latest post kt blog didie, thanks for sharing, i think that's wat i really need rite now..nyatanya, tyme2 mcm ni, hati ini memng xtenang, jika boleh ditenangkan dengan mudah semua pon akan jadi mudah...catecholamine, cortisol n all the stress hormones on the list kalau la boleh dikawal pengeluarannya kan bagus..the advices, thanks again, somehow i feel a bit calm now :o) ... lets do our best and the rest leave it to Allah.. mudah-mudahan dipermudahkan buat semua...

the second, i just heard about my classmate from Greece revert to ISLAM last week...MAIRI.. agak terkejut but kinda touching jugak la dengar cmna dia leh interested semua ni..the way she search & discover ISLAM etc2.. Alhamdullilah tambah sorg lagi islam dalam komuniti kami yang 'cotet' [read: kecik!] je ni..

the third one, yesterday we had babybash for kak aini yang bakal melahirkan anaknya end of this month...eventho sibuk dengan final, thanks buat smua yang sudi memeriahkannya.. :o) tengok hadiah kak aini rasa mcm nak mengadung sekarang pulak..hahaha oke sapa nk jadi suami aku??hikhik...jk!

Last, i've physio exam next week... tapi dengan tahap sekarang rasa diri ni macam xmampu :o( Apepun i'll try to do my best then tawakal..

kawan2 kita doa sama oke, semoga semuanya baek2 sahaja buat semua :o)

i'm strong but i break...

It's not a correct time to blog but i'm just sooo stress with my coming exam!!!..i dunno wat's going on but i just didnt get the so-called 'rythm' to start studying all the 150 physiology questions yet!...yes, i've started a few questions but i feel so lembap mcm kura2 since i've to spend hours for every single question.. googling here and there, baca punya baca, last2 i'll endup like not knowing anything! kesimpulannya SAKIT OTAK!...

Time is running out sepatah kata Muse, i've to hurry since i only have like 12days before my final... for some people 12days might be more than enuf, but for me a big NO is the answer..i need more time please!!!! :o( tensi!tensi! ....feel regret for not using your free time wisely?? i tink it's a common feeling.. perhaps, dont bother to regret about the 'regret' is a great idea, because it doesnt help much on ur way right now... hoho~

okeyh, before leaving, i just wanna let u guys know that i'll only available on9 at night oke, anything do contact me after 8pm waktu czech...currently i berkhemah pada waktu siang di Uni sempena perhimpunan musim exam ni..hehe~

Last! Alhamdulillah i've passed and officially finished my czech language last wenesday! and also congratess to all my friends for the excellent perfomance in czech! :o) selain hebat berbahasa melayu kita juga hebat berbahasa czech :o) okey nk sambung bertabah! semoga terbaik buat semua...! salam~

hodne stesti!

Czech oral final ---> 3june

Physio oral final ---> 18june

Biochem oral final ---> 1july

The owner of this blog is busy-ing around with her final, so this blog might be under temporary hiatus!

wishing everyone good luck for final.. may Allah eases our way! :o)

refreshment?

kalu bosan study tgok la video ni..hehe..i like the last part, the raining part! weee~

next vid --> bagi semangat sket nk belajar! :o)

Kena rajin ni!!! nk balik ke x?? xsabarnye nak maen ngn budak pipi berat,Myra, yang mcm ulat Beluncas tu...hahahaha~

oke, study!!!

chci mluvit cesky!

Dnes je nudny!nedelam nic.. budu mluvit cesky ted' protoze mam cestinu finalni zkouska pristi tyden.. muj cesky je nedobry, musim casto zkoušet mluvit cesky! Je mi to lito pro kamaradki ktery neumi cesky..moc se omluvam... :o)

Tak, dneska ráno, jsem zacinala muj den s uklízením muj zachod a ložnice, protoze naše vlasnik bude prijit a da nam podpis na vizum... potom, jenom jsem lezela na postel a hrala na laptop...vecer, jsem podivala si s muj bratr cely vecer, chci divat se na muj neteř, Myra, bohuzel myra spala.. zitra, zase budu si podivat s muj bratr!!... muj bratr řekl mi, že pristi sobota, muj rodina v malajsie dela kenduri Aqiqah for myra... smutně, nejsem tam! chci se vrátit do malajsie :o(

Měl bych studovat protoze mam finalni zkousky pristi tyden ale nemám náladu cist knihy..!! *sigh* ...Tak, myslim ze, to je vsechno, preju vsechni hodne stesti!, budu pokračovat příště..

ahoj! :)

nak kawen ke nk jadi dokter?

We had Physiology Practical Examination this evening, and thanks god, i passed the exam and got credit for physiology.. just wanna congratulate all 2nd year students for performing quite well in the exam...

For those who're not studying Medicine in Hradec Kralove, Czech Republic and wondering what am i talking about.. Oke ekceli practical examination is the last part of the Credit system for physiology which is compulsory to all 2nd year med students here to get credit, ['credit' is like an entrance ticket to final exam, without it, dont dream to seat for final exam, plus u might fail the subject, repeat the whole year again etc... see the important?hehe]..

oke, it is an oral exam based on the practical labs that we've done troughout the year...first, as usual we've to 'draw' some cards with number of the question on it, choose one out of 26 questions... among the question --> blood sedimentation, Hematocrit, cloting and bleeding time, Perimetry, Investigation of Vestibular system, examination of lung & heart, ECG, Blood Pressure and pulse, proprioceptive and Enteroceptive reflex etc... yes, as aforementioned, it was done orally! so we've to explain the methods of the experiment, the result and sort of discussion why like this, why like that blabla, plus some theory.. it's pretty tough as the experiments cover almost all systems in our body, so not only u've to master the procedure but also the lecture notes setebal beberapa inches tu..[walaupon xbrape sempt nk bace :o)]hehe~

However, thanks God for easing our way! Alhamdulillah :o) I got question 'Tests on vestibular system and the investigation of eardrum" , this might be a simple question for some, but not me! to be frank i dont really like this question! all the movement of the endolymph, nystagmus, saccule, utricle, semicircular canal, pathways etc are just make me sick! plus, doing it with Holecek [read: nama prof!] makes my catecholamine & adrenaline level even higher! but luckily rumours about "holecek baek ngn budak perempuan" pretty working here LoL!... yup i've to admit that he's very kind...as before i enter the exam room, i heard some students kena tengking by him and some even failed.. pretty 'cuak' la, but once he laughed at me because i didnt mentioned about stopping the barany chair before the finger test [read:Barany test~!], so agak stabil jugak la diri ni & dalam hati 'oke gak dia ni'...and of course there are some questions from him that i cud'nt answer very well because i didnt read much on CNS..huahua~ but the kind-hearted Holecek give me 2 for the exam! thanksss~ so as a reminder for those who already start preparing for final, make sure you guys know about the neuronal relation between vestibular apparatus and mucles tone, the pathways etc related to it..since he was pretty interested about it!, maybe because he's the one who taught CNS..hehe~

So i've got all the credits for all the subjects for this year! so just need to focus on my final.. i've 3 final for this year ; Czech, physio and biochem.. i hope i can finish all of the ASAP and go back to malaysia early :o) ..Ameen!

Reminder: Booking czech final can be done on 29may from 8am at SIS! Cepat, sape cepat dia dapat tarikh best :P

Oke then, before leaving, just wanna wish "happy wedding day" to my friend, Saiful Ariff [Uranus] aka x-Pres Psp Mrsm Mersing 03/04 on this 7june! Sori xdapat dtg, tgah bergelut ngn final lagi.... May Allah bless u guys..! :o)

ps: Ramai betul dah nak kawen & bertunang sekarang ni... Musim ke ape?hakhakhak~

apa yang penting? kerjasama!

ok aku bosan giler ni, saja godeh2 youtube, tiba2 teringat plak lagu wonderpets yang budak2 ni dok nyanyi mase tu..so ni amek la sape2 yg nk berhibur jap, tgok la vid kt bawah ni..hakhak~

"..kami tak besar dan kami tak kuat,
bila bekerjasama semua jadi mudah... "

apa yang penting? kerjasama..

laskar pelangi..akan ku kejar hingga hujung dunia..

Yesterday, we had Physiology test at 7.30am in the morning..as usual for those who're practicing last minute study like me will suffer a lot from the time of the test hahaha...to wakeup as early as 6.30 is so not me! and to not sleep at all is a complete disaster since i've class just right after the test till 1.30noon..

We've physio lab just right after the test, and i can see all my classmates are like zombie, everyone is soo sleepy, i tink Lotkova [read:my lecture] did notice us but just pretending that everyone is concentrating on her lecture..and she just continue with her 'short' lecture before the practical.. during 5min break, we know our result from the morning test....then continue with the practical part, everyone is doing all the tasks fastly as we eagerly want to finish the practical ASAP...! keji btol perangai semua..hahaha~

10.30am, after physiology lab...i'm skipping my biochem seminar and straight away went back home since my eyelids cudnt be opened anymore, and i need some sleep :P

After sleep for about 4hours... i woke up and watch this indonesian movie called "Laskar Pelangi" recommended by my friend, Izwar... This movie is based on the novel with the same title, which is among the top bestselling novel in Indonesia...

This is a very inspiring movie, neither like ayat-ayat cinta nor perempuan bekalung sorban, this is not a love story-mory...

Laskar pelangi is about 'perjuangan' ; the fight of SD Muhamadiyah [Read: Name of a School].. the fight of the teachers to educate children, to create awareness about the importance of education, the fight of the students to study and gain knowledge, to success in life...etcc...

I tink they try to show some kritikan sosial of indonesian people toward their government..to open govt 'eyes' about the need of education in some rural areas, and not to neglect them.... and stuffs like that..

One thing i shud say here is that we shud be grateful with wat we've right now, we've such a perfect life, everthing is sponsored..money, books, stationaries, facilities etcc... just need to focus on study, tapi tu pon sumtime kita dah merungut [talking about myself!]..

How bout people like them [in the movie] ? who really2 want to study, plus smart but dont have the chance to..??

I just have dont have enuf time to review everything about this movie.. just wanna quote some words mentioned in the movie :o)

" Kalau nak pintar.. belajar,
Kalau nak berhasil...berusaha.."

"..jangan penah menyerah..Hiduplah untuk memberi sebanyak2nya, bukan untuk menerima sebanyak2nya.."

Among all indonesian movie that i watched, i tink i like this one the most! :o)
so people! if u've free time and wondering wat movie to watch, i totally recommended all of you to watch this movie..hehe~

oke, gtg.. need to prepare an armor for my practical physio test this coming monday! :o)

PS: we, the Cejpova, are so happy since we were successfully kidnap 12 ekor ayam from Hypernova yesterday... ni sebagai satu langkah berjaga2 takot ayam habes and also as preparation for the exam season! nnti sibuk xda sapa nk beli groceries!hahaha~

oke, till then..SALAM~